What is this hollowness that I feel, what is this emptiness when everything is so full, overbrim and happy…..happy-ya the supposed term. but why m I still not satisfied. What is this crave for….to seek exactly what?....and when will this be occupied. When will life be full…satisfied….i don’t know……whose fault is it, mine –ya probably but how can I help to make it better. is this my expectation, my boredom, my unhappiness….but the reason is unknown even when I sit to contemplate and analyze, look deep within….why doesn’t the reason ever emerge and talk to me……is the reason beyond my expectations, my understanding, and will. But I do check them all and try to survive within limits-to guard and protect myself from the misgivings of sorrow, or is it because I don’t give space for my free will,-feel and act according to my instinct-without judging what others may feel and say…or think.
Perhaps,…but is life so complicated all the time…and if …why so…do I care…do I get affected ….how do I escape …or do I want to escape….how do I free my self and save my soul….my happiness, my life…..please tell me…..
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