Please tell me.....

What is this hollowness that I feel, what is this emptiness when everything is so full, overbrim and happy…..happy-ya the supposed term. but why m I still not satisfied. What is this crave for….to seek exactly what?....and when will this be occupied. When will life be full…satisfied….i don’t know……whose fault is it, mine –ya probably but how can I help to make it better. is this my expectation, my boredom, my unhappiness….but the reason is unknown even when I sit to contemplate and analyze, look deep within….why doesn’t the reason ever emerge and talk to me……is the reason beyond my expectations, my understanding, and will. But I do check them all and try to survive within limits-to guard and protect myself from the misgivings of sorrow, or is it because I don’t give space for my free will,-feel and act according to my instinct-without judging what others may feel and say…or think.

Perhaps,…but is life so complicated all the time…and if …why so…do I care…do I get affected ….how do I escape …or do I want to escape….how do I free my self and save my soul….my happiness, my life…..please tell me…..

path of love....

What do u do when u r in love, when u reach an extreme state ….the point when your love for someone reaches the ultimate state…the point of no return….the point when u just cant do anything else but love…cant think of anything else but him….cant just live without him…and involve yourself so much in him that ones whole world, ones whole life revolves around him…..

What do u do when u love him so much that u can’t ever think of not being without him, cant think of not loving him…and just cant imagine losing him….. u do feel fear…fear of what? Theres a saying …”where love is great the littlest doubt is fear…and when little fear grows great, great love grows there “…… be it love or the fear of losing your love…it only makes u more strong and makes your love your biggest strength.

What do u do when u know that u r the only person standing at this extreme point of love…,the point of no return the state when your fear is unbearable, haunting u like a demon within….if love is a journey made for two and one moves far far ahead…and at this point u stand all alone, no one to give u a hand…or whisper a soothing word….no one to console or lend u a ear….u scream and cry….u fight and u survive…but no one to help u …or share with u…no one to touch u or hold u….u stand there all alone …taking all in your stride…searching for the only face u want to see, wishing that he is by ur side….with u …u want him to say “I’m here with u” in your ears ,hoping that he will come and hold u…giving u all the strength that u need to fight this life…..but no ones around….

Dreamily this is the point when u r standing at the edge of the cliff overlooking the wild sea ,strong wind snapping your face sharp raindrops poking u wet and u are barefoot on the stony ground….u freeze or u escape…..

What do u do at this point…do u wait there at that point for ur love ...coz u only hope that someday he’ll be in pace with u ,or do u try to save urself thinking that he will not ever come to u….wat happens if ur lover loves u to the best of his capacity but comparatively ur capacity of loving him is far more than his,,,,in every relation one always loves more than the other and wat if u wish that in your relation u were the other….